I have this moment of panic every January, after finishing my year-end reflections and starting with a clean slate, where I can’t help but wonder if this is the year where everyone finally runs out of ideas and there is no more good music that can be made. Then there’s always that icebreaker album that reminds me that music is great because it’s this infinite thing, always building on itself, and there are always new artists, collaborators, and ways to reimagine the form.
It’s fitting that my icebreaker album this year is by The Green Child (named for a 1935 novel I’m not smart enough to have read), a long-term and long-distance collaboration between artists from two bands I like that I didn’t even know was happening until the album dropped. Mikey Young is a guitarist in the Australian post-punk band Total Control, while Raven Mahon was a member of the defunct Grass Widow several years ago. They worked across continents on the album over a period of several years and the result is a mostly synth-driven collection of psychedelic songs that perfectly meshes their two styles into something that feels really different, like music that exists out of time.
That was a trait I always felt like Grass Widow had: their music was uncanny and strange, but also tuneful, and they were probably too original for their own good in terms of picking up more than a cult base of listeners. While the members went in separate directions, the music they’re making still has that feeling in it. I’ve raved endlessly about Hannah Lew’s band, Cold Beat, and Green Child shares some of that project’s sensibility in its refusal to do the obvious and the way it effortlessly blends different styles from different eras into something cohesive.
This is most evident on this album’s major highlight, “Her Majesty II,” which I’ve been listening to on loop for days. It starts with a reverbed guitar riff that I wish would go on forever, which is joined by a recurring synth part and Mahon’s eerie and distant (yet still expressive) vocals. Every element of the song feels like it’s from a different decade; combine them all and the song sounds like it’s from the future.
I was so enamored with the sound of “Her Majesty II” that the lyrics snuck up on me. Mahon sounds serene, but her words are brutal. She takes aim at privileged people in power: “Captive under the weight of all you consume,” she sings. “In time you’ll rot with the few to replace you.” It’s unclear if these lyrics are inspired by anyone in particular — perhaps even a businessman-turned-world leader of some kind — but they make a clear point while also having a dark poetic beauty.
While it’s hard for the rest of the album to stack up to that track, it is all effective psychedelia that is easy to get lost in. “Traveler” opens the album with a hypnotizing vaguely middle-eastern synth part and Mahon’s spoken word vocal producing more abstract imagery of “going into a green oblivion.” “46 Timelines” has a soaring dream pop chorus as Mahon’s voice blends in with shimmering synths.
The spirit of collaboration underpins this entire project: this is two talented musicians experimenting with the different sounds they can make together, and the songs on The Green Child bring out the best in both of them. Every song has a different feeling to it, but the consistent retro-futuristic vibe makes this an addictive listen and an early contender for the most pleasant surprise of 2018.
One of my favorite musical moments of the year comes at the beginning of “To Feel Your Best,” the final track on Kaitlyn Aurelia Smith’s The Kid. After about 25 seconds of bubbling synths, lyricless vocals and cosmic swoops, there is suddenly the sound of horses galloping. It only lasts a few seconds, but it’s one of many little moments on this album that make me think it’s one of the most special accomplishments in years. It represents not only the merging of nature and electronics that is such a part of Smith’s music, but also the journey of life that The Kid describes as the clomp-clomp-clomp of the hooves signifies moving constantly forward.
That sound of the horses galloping says so much without needing any words, and it illustrates the imagination and attention to detail that makes The Kid such a vibrant album. It’s hard enough to tell a story with songs, but to do it almost entirely through sound like Smith does, and to have this much feeling and meaning in it is a monumental feat. It’s made even more incredible by how overambitious and trite its concept sounds on paper: “the story of a life.” I would forgive anyone for assuming it’s impossible to execute on a 51-minute album. But Smith pulls it off, and does it in a way that feels personal while also being completely universal.
What really resonates with me about this album is how its sound has this kid spirit in it — I kept thinking it sounded like what would happen if you let a really smart eight-year-old loose in the orchestra room and they started playing with all the instruments. It is hard to say that without it sounding derisive of Smith’s abilities, but it is meant as a high compliment: her music captures the inner child all of us have, and for an adult to be able to pull that out through her music while still making it sound beautiful and sophisticated is an intricate balancing act. It’s why I loved all of its whimsical instrumental asides, like the opening of “A Kid,” which gradually piles synth sounds on top of its playful beat.
I find that kid feeling especially powerful in 2017, where the political situation and the internet has turned every day into a deluge of bad news as we’re made all-too aware of every bad thing that is happening in the world at any given time. What I’ll remember a lot about this year is that feeling of wanting to disconnect from the constant news cycle, but also feeling like putting my head in the sand and embracing ignorance is even worse. The Kid really taps into a nostalgic feeling, a desire to see the world through unjaded eyes and appreciate life’s beauty, and does it in a way that is wholly original.
And far from preaching ignorance or naivety, The Kid celebrates the process of learning, questioning the world and seeking self-improvement. As its themes move past early childhood into young adulthood, its sound gains a more cerebral touch while also maintaining its playfulness. The most lyrically-driven of these songs, “In a World, but Not of the World,” describes a process I relate to heavily, of finding joy in questioning and proving myself wrong, especially after growing up with certain beliefs I was certain were true. Intellectualism has never sounded this joyous.
Now in my late 20s (which is insane to think about, but let’s move on), I’m still mired in this likely endless process of self-improvement, of trying to do a little better each day and hopefully at some point become decent at life. It’s very internal and solipsistic, and not the kind of thing that would seem to lend itself to music. “Who I Am & Why I Am Where I Am” is a song where barely anything “happens,” as its just some repeated synth noodling with bird sounds over it for five minutes, but it has that feeling of contemplation and pondering the self that describes a lot of how my 20s have been.
Songs like this are also crucial to the pacing of The Kid, which excels at all the minutiae I love to overanalyze in music. Smith shows a cinematic understanding of rising and falling action, separating some of the album’s more powerful moments with ambient exercises that strengthen their impact through context. In this way, The Kid mimics the ebbs and flows of life, which isn’t just a series of constant thrilling events. There are usually long stretches where not a lot is happening (but it’s still sort of interesting in its way), then something major happens, then not much happens again for awhile. In this case, “Who I Am & Why I Am Where I Am” sets up the final three songs, which form an awe-inspiring conclusion.
Which I guess brings me back to “To Feel Your Best” and those horses. After a lot of time spent thinking about the self, the end of The Kid is about making room for someone else, and “To Feel Your Best” is about losing them. What I really love about about this ending is that it is so much more powerful and moving because of everything that came before it. We know how life always ends, but this album creates a relatable journey through childhood that gives this song maximum impact. It’s also ambiguous in the best way: the idea that we start and end life alone after all that growing can be depressing, but I suspect it is meant more in a Zen-like spiritual sense — Smith sees a certain beauty in this universal beginning and end that almost all of us share.
I am honestly a little uncomfortable with how effusively I’m praising The Kid, but I really think this album is going to stick with me for a long time. There is even more I want to gush about: how it’s an actual album that is strengthened from playing it start to finish, how it challenges the listener with its sound and lets you draw your own conclusions, how Smith as an artist is learning and growing in parallel with her story. I imagine its avant-garde (maybe even New Age) style won’t appeal to everyone, but adventurous listeners owe it to themselves to go on this journey that Kaitlyn Aurelia Smith has created.
While I obviously loved everything on my final albums list, it didn’t really capture how I actually listened to music this year, which involved a lot of random EPs and singles found digging around on Bandcamp and Spotify. So I wanted to make this post just to compile all the other songs I really liked that either weren’t on full albums or were on albums I liked that barely missed my list. I have to begrudgingly thank Spotify’s algorithm for some of this, since its New Music Radar thing became a valuable tool once it discovered that all I want is women vocals + reverb.
On that note, I have a thorny relationship with feminism from writing this blog — not that feminism is bad (it’s good, actually), but I don’t think listening to music I enjoy is a particularly political act, and I’m wary of it seeming like I’m doing it just as a form of representation or charity. But I do think this post naturally proves that there are a lot of different types of women making different types of music right now, which excites me as a listener — especially since I know I’m only scratching the surface here and probably missed out on tons of stuff.
Anyways, I sorted this alphabetically because ranking them would be stupid and pointless.
Atta Girl – “Betty’s”
This (now sadly defunct) band from Virginia has a little bit of that Life Without Buildings magic in them, with a twee/jangle/punk sound and unorthodox love-it-or-hate-it (but let’s be realistic, probably hate it) vocals from the enigmatic R.M.
Beaches – “Calendar”
My favorite song off this Aussie band’s sprawling 75-minute psychedelic jamfest Second of Spring, which was indulgent in all of the best ways and close to making my coveted albums list.
Brilliant Beast – “Scatter”
The Twin Cities shoegazers have carved out a space of their own in the well-trafficked genre with their fuzzy guitars and increasingly confident songwriting.
Brunch Club – “Sure, Fine”
Sugary-sweet twee pop from Edmonton that brings back wistful kid memories with its jangly guitar and Ellen Reade’s heartfelt vocals.
Butterbeer – “Distance”
Some of the loveliest indie pop I heard this year was made by this pair of Harry Potter obsessives in China. The songs themselves aren’t about the books, but their gentle reverbed guitar and near-whispered harmonies have that indoor bookish feeling that reminds me of The Softies.
Carly Rae Jepsen – “Cut to the Feeling”
Even Carly Rae’s microwaved Emotion leftovers have more heart and hooks than any other current pop music.
CCFX – “Venetian Screens”
Melancholy goth pop from possibly my favorite EP of the year, with one of the year’s best basslines and a subtle-yet-emotive vocal performance by Mary Jane Dunphy.
Chemtrails – “Headless Pin Up Girl”
The bouncy surf rock sound and harmonies on this song are enjoyable enough, but its lyrics have a moving personal touch, uniquely portraying the stress of transitioning and finding your identity.
The Courtneys – “Minnesota”
A really fun garage rock song that resonated with me because I’m from Minnesota, the place mentioned in the song’s title.
The Cult of Lip – “Fray”
The deep, woozy sound of this song is made complete by Hannah Porter’s vocals that float just above the chaos.
Fever Ray – “Mustn’t Hurry”
I thought Plunge fell way short of Fever Ray’s genius self-titled album because it felt too much like conventional electro-pop, but “Mustn’t Hurry” was a highlight that reminded me of how good she is when she embraces the surreal aspect of her sound, especially with her voice.
Filthy Friends – “Despierta”
This supergroup from Sleater-Kinney’s Corin Tucker and REM’s Peter Buck (and some others) felt loose and casual, sometimes to its detriment, but “Despierta” was an appreciated shot at conservative leaders that reminded me of how well Tucker’s indignant vocals pair with strident political lyrics.
Flesh World – “Into the Shroud”
San Francisco’s Flesh World have a jangle-dream-punk sound that doesn’t really sound like anyone else; the best way I could think of to describe it was “Johnny Marr joins a feminist punk band,” which is very high praise.
Holy Motors – “Honeymooning”
Holy Motors come from the known shoegaze hotbed of Estonia, and this lead single from their upcoming album is hazy and sensual, like a modern and much better version of “Wicked Game.”
Japanese Breakfast – “Diving Woman”
The first track off Michelle Zauner’s sophomore album rated highly on my “Desire Lines” scale for spacey jams that create a hypnotizing world of their own with time and repetition.
Jay Som – “The Bus Song”
This was probably my biggest “how did I miss this” during the year, since Melina Duterte’s lo-fi, musically creative and open-hearted songs are right in my wheelhouse.
Julia Lucille – “Darkening”
Julia Lucille seems to be another in an endless line of Americana/folk artists, but her ethereal voice and the ambiguous imagery of her brief lyrics make this something weirder and much more intriguing.
Kindling – “Destroy Yrself”
A lot of my listening every year encompasses noisy shoegazey songs like this, which is an ideal mix of straight-ahead rock songwriting and sweet melodies.
Laure Briard – “Dreams”
The French singer’s first song in English is breezy and fun, but also kind of trippy with just the right amount of weirdness.
Lomelda – “Out There”
A gentle, moving folk song that perfectly captures the fear of the unknown.
Lorde – “Green Light”
This song went under the radar and I’m not sure why no one else seemed to like it, but it was a catchy and emotional depiction of being stuck in traffic and waiting for that damn light to turn green.
Miranda Lee Richards – “Ashes and Seeds”
The ever-cyclical nature of history is a topic that is resonating with me lately; Miranda Lee Richardson asks a lot of questions that have been on my mind on this country/folk song, but doesn’t come away with easy answers.
Nabihah Iqbal – “Saw U Twice”
My late discovery of this album made me regret doing my year-end list so early. The first album by Nabihah Iqbal under her own name (she used to go by Throwing Shade) has style, personality, and a pulsing electronic sound with some great guitar riffs.
Patrick Carney and Michelle Branch – “A Horse With No Name”
Bojack Horseman is my favorite current TV show and one of this season’s best scenes was set to this surprisingly affecting cover of America’s semi-classic that even made its incredibly goofy lyrics sound good.
PJ Harvey – “I’ll Be Waiting”
I was fairly vocal in my disappointment with Harvey’s Hope Six Demolition Project, but this B-side was beautiful, menacing, and more like Let England Shake in how it captured the damaging and cyclical impact of violence.
Poolshop – “Can You Dream”
Jaimee Fryer has released a couple singles to Bandcamp under the Poolshop moniker, and so far is two-for-two in creating addictive dream pop jams that sound expansive and intimate at the same time.
Priests – “No Big Bang”
I have a weird love for songs with talking instead of singing, so I was very into this wordy, existential punk song that intensely describes the feeling of insignificance that comes with trying to create progress in a world that seems built to prevent it.
Rose Elinor Dougall – “Dive”
Dougall’s first album in a few years came out in January and got lost in the shuffle, but it was full of well-crafted melancholy pop songs like this.
WALL – “River Mansion”
This band broke up before they even released their first album, but Untitled was one of my favorite punk releases of the year. This album closer has a hypnotic bass-line, surreal imagery, and grows in intensity over its entire six-minute length.