The voice I heard on this somewhat anonymous EP felt familiar. It turns out it’s Nadia Garofalo, formerly of Ganser, which makes all the sense in the world because their last album, Just Look at That Sky, was one of the best rock releases of the last few years. This collaboration between Garofalo and Ben Shillabeer crosses the Atlantic (Garofalo lives in Chicago while Shillabeer lives in the UK) and is in a similar mold of post-punk sounds combined with lyrics that are so sharp that they practically draw blood.
Punk is in a tough spot lately because it is hard to really come off as provocative. Bashing Republicans is thuddingly obvious, and the left has so much tone-policing that a lot of artists shriek their lyrics but ultimately still come off as docile rule-followers. Heavy Feelings has the right idea, as the lyrics turn inward and often reveal uncomfortable truths about ourselves, and the spiky sound is chaotic without becoming completely formless.
The opener, “Noctalgia,” is the catchiest of the four songs, with a crunchy guitar riff and lyrics that go back to the Ganser theme of looking at the sky. It touches on a recurring theme across the EP, which is how our brains have melted due to a combination of internal and external factors. “Bootlickers” is more of a lashing out, with Garofalo tearing into suck-ups and parasites with cutting words: “how do you sleep so sound when the sky is falling and your neck’s in the ground?” My favorite of these tracks is probably “Pacemaker,” which goes in a more internal, atmospheric direction with haunting synths and a nearly spoken word vocal that hits close to home. “Nothing hits harder than steps not taken,” and “they worry so much about violence, but it’s the monotony that will kill you” are the sort of harsh-but-real lines that give this EP a legitimate edge. The rumbling “Goodfaith” closes things out, and I interpret it as being about how everyone shouts past each other now and how frustrating it is to try to have any kind of intellectual debate anymore. “What’s the use when everything is true?” sums up most of the discourse now where people create their own individual realities and have built up walls against any criticism or debate.
The hard-hitting lyrics and the aggressive sound give Heavy Feelings some actual abrasiveness — it has the provocative nature of punk in terms of probing and asking questions without the annoying performative aspect. This duo has channeled a lot of frustration and angst into an EP that packs more of a punch than almost any recent full-length release.
An early theme of this music year is that the people I associate as being part of the indie old guard are making more compelling songs than I’ve been hearing from the younger generations. Mary Timony’s newest solo album, Untame the Tiger, feels career-defining, strengthened by the experience she brings to the table — not just as a songwriter, but as a human being who has actually lived a fascinating life that is worthy of reflection.
Timony broke out somewhat into the mainstream with her band Helium in 1993; their 1995 album The Dirt of Luck is a quintessential 90s rock album with crunchy guitars and a sullen attitude that feels like a Gen X time capsule. The band took a fascinating left turn on 1997’s The Magic City, with Timony showing an increasing interest in medieval fantasy themes and progressive rock influences while still maintaining some of the typical 90s alternative style. Most of Timony’s career since has felt like a push and pull between these seemingly disparate influences. Solo records like 2000’s Mountains and 2002’s The Golden Dove were almost alienatingly aloof flights of fancy as Timony continued to delve deeper into the fantasy themes. Her most recent project, Ex Hex, was back to more straight-forward guitar rock and received more favorable responses from most, though I found myself somewhat longing for the weirdness of her other music.
Untame the Tiger feels like the most successful combination of Timony’s many ideas yet. It is listenable because of Timony’s songwriting and lyrical guitar-playing, but also has her sense of musical exploration running through it. And unlike the recent Ex Hex albums, which were more good times rock music, this has a serious personal touch and is at times quite poignant.
The opener, “No Thirds,” shows a lot of Timony’s gifts. The longer run time and her spaced-out guitar playing supports lyrics about feeling like a lost wanderer who still remains optimistic about finding an oasis in the desert. A lot of Untame the Tiger feels similarly themed as Timony balances the feelings of nostalgia and regret with the desire to continue exploring life while solving its riddles. “Summer” is a more straight-forward catchy garage rock song about wanting to keep living in one specific moment; “Looking for the Sun” shows her dreamier side as she sings about trying to find the light in dark times. The saddest song on the album, “The Guest,” is a pretty real exploration of loneliness and the inability to maintain relationships, punctuated by a plaintive classic rock guitar solo.
But what really makes this album rewarding for me is that Timony also mixes some of that Magic City quirkiness in, especially on “The Dream” and the instrumental open to the title track. Her singing has a naturally original and head-in-the-clouds presence that I find hard to articulate — she sings in a somewhat unaffected way that is very distinct and it can work in either straight-forward rock or dreamy psychedelia. Untame the Tiger is a mix of both, often in the same song, and so for long-time fans there is a feeling of everything coming together here in a really satisfying way. I’m not sure if this is Timony’s best album (mostly because I worship The Magic City), but it’s certainly her most affecting.
In his book, Filterworld: How Algorithms Flattened Culture, journalist Kyle Chayka describes the dystopian society we currently live in, where algorithms used by apps like Facebook, Instagram, Spotify, and Tik Tok have created a dull monoculture where machines dictate our taste in art and the way we communicate with each other. Chayka outlines the history of algorithms and accurately describes how they have seeped into every facet of our everyday life, which is increasingly taking place online. Maybe the scariest part of Filterworld is that it feels like Chayka is only scratching the surface at times, because a true thorough reckoning of the impact algorithms have on us would need to be a 10,000-page book.
Chayka expresses a similar history with the internet as me: specifically, being in the right age group to witness how the older “good internet” turned into the “bad internet” we have now. Growing up, I didn’t fit in socially, and the internet was not only an escape, but a place where I felt like I could be myself. I bounced around various forums, usually related to the card game Magic: the Gathering, and got my first experience writing for an audience at a couple different sites. As I got more interested in pop culture, I loved reading websites like The AV Club, which had critical writing along with a geeky sense of community. I even enjoyed the early days of Facebook and Twitter, where I was able to make some connections with people while also following writers and critics I enjoyed reading.
Now The AV Club has become a husk, and I haven’t looked at it in years. In fact, I don’t really read any pop culture writing anymore, as so much of it is bland and there is no sense of community anywhere. I use Facebook very begrudgingly, usually to share blog posts in case a couple friends might be interested. Twitter is an absolute garbage fire that I should probably delete at this point, but for writing purposes, it feels like I’m supposed to be on there. The decline of these sites is maybe not fully due to algorithms, but it’s at least a significant part of it. The feeling I get on the internet now is sort of like playing a game that has already been solved — you can’t really play for fun because you’ll be matched against people who have memorized the “correct” strategies and will run you over.
One of the key points Chayka hits in Filterworld is how algorithms encourage conformity and “more of the same.” Once something connects with an audience because it’s pushed by the machine, creators are implicitly encouraged to produce more similar content in order to keep their likes, follows, and other numbers going up. The algorithm looks at metrics such as likes and engagement, which means everyone is incentivized to post safe, popular opinions, or to construct an echo chamber where their particular takes are valued. Eventually, the desire to continue chasing these numbers means people are steered towards performing as a certain version of themselves that is the most marketable and palatable, so everyone comes off as predictable and dull. It sounds very cynical, but it feels like everyone fits into certain personality archetypes, and the way everyone tries to stand out on Instagram or wherever– all while having a persona virtually curated by an algorithm — is profoundly depressing. And no one is really immune from this because it’s human nature to want to be liked and to have people react to you instead of ignoring you.
In the last couple months, I’ve been trying to get back into a writing routine, and even playing around with the idea of actually trying to succeed at it instead of doing it purely as a hobby. What I quickly realized was that starting from zero these days feels brutally hopeless. Algorithms are how discovery happens now, and they’re not human beings who can read and react to your work. The actual quality of my writing does not matter. I could write the greatest piece in human history, and it would just die in the void, because all the machine is going to see is an article with barely any engagement. The actual way to succeed is probably aggressively networking and selling yourself, while also producing a steady stream of blandly relatable algorithmic-friendly content. But at that point, I’m not really pursuing my dream or hobby of self-expressive writing; I’m playing some weird game with other people to try to make the magic numbers go up.
This was part of the reason I stopped writing for a couple years. But another was that the none of the music I was listening to particularly inspired me. Chayka writes a lot about Spotify and how its algorithms influence taste, especially among listeners who use its playlist and recommendation functions. Where there used to be scarcity of music, and an experience of having to sort through selections at a record store, figure out what you just heard on the radio, or even jump through the hoops of downloading something off Kazaa, now almost all music is available at all times. Left with infinite choices, many listeners let Spotify’s algorithms guide them, which Chayka recognized was limiting his exploration and left him feeling unsatisfied, as he missed the process of discovery. More dedicated fans may read a site like Pitchfork to find recommendations, but at this point, sites like that are also playing into the algorithms and popularity game rather than truly trying to spotlight independent music.
Artists are people too, and the way algorithms now are also determining the music itself worries me. Recently, I was listening to some early Cat Power albums — mostly What Would the Community Think — and all I could think of was how pre-internet they sounded. They’re raw, alive, and believable, and not at all interested in fitting into a playlist or being featured in the credits of a TV show. Most of all, Cat Power herself sounded like a flawed human being who had a range of different experiences and memories that were being expressed cathartically through the music. She didn’t sound like a person who just scrolled on her phone all day or spent a lot of time curating some image of herself on social media. And she also was inspired by an eclectic array of music rather than some narrow collection of artists recommended by a machine.
In the last couple years, I’ve sensed a clear line of demarcation between the artists from that era who are still recording and the generations who grew up online and are now releasing their own music. Broadly speaking, the younger artists tend to have less personality, and their music often comes off as a hollow amalgamation of influences with performative, fake-feeling emotion rather than something dynamic that feels like it exists in its own world. It’s not purely an experience thing either, because artists like Fiona Apple, PJ Harvey, or Mary Timony were young in the 90s, and they never sounded boring or uncreative. Of course, those are great artists, but even somewhat forgotten 90s rock bands like Madder Rose, Tsunami, or Sarge, to me sound more authentic and have much more personality than the vast majority of today’s artists. I know what this sounds like — I’m the guy who is getting older and out of touch — but it’s not like I don’t desperately want to enjoy new music, or like I have some special fondness for a decade I barely remember. These are observations made from listening to and analyzing these artists objectively, and from recognizing that the internet has massively changed culture in a way that has no real precedent.
Obviously, this isn’t to say great music doesn’t still exist, and I try my best to push the artists I feel do outstanding work, like Cold Beat, Emma Ruth Rundle, The Green Child, etc. But in the “filterworld, as Chayka calls it, these artists are massively disadvantaged from catching on widely, even on the indie level, because their music doesn’t fit into neat algorithmic boxes, and they get stomped out publicity-wise by the massive artists who have entire teams figuring out how to game the machine. While there used to be an indie blogosphere of sorts, now most websites covering this territory that I see are just pushing boring PR statements where they debut a video or something. This is why the seeming utopia of Spotify allowing anyone to listen to anything at any time has instead resulted in a monoculture that primarily allows the rich to get richer.
Admittedly, “the algorithm” makes for a useful scapegoat. There have always been unpopular and overlooked artists, and writers who tried their best and just weren’t good enough and never appealed to audiences. But at least all of that used to be in the hands of human beings, which made it feel like creators had at least some autonomy. There was also a more diverse culture that allowed for giant pop stars and raggedy indie bands to succeed in their own ways independent of each other. Now, all of music is presented equally in this giant blob of content, and the nature of the algorithm, the focus on “creating conversation,” and the loss of true independent media means the powerful artists destroy everything in their path.
This all sounds very negative, but Chayka does try to supply something of a happy ending to Filterworld by offering solutions to this problem. He emphasizes that we should focus on curators, such as DJs, who can sequence music and craft an experience that is different from what a machine could do. Sites like Patreon also offer a way to financially support independent artists in a way that allows them to stay true to themselves. But the biggest message he sends is that it’s a matter of individual choice — people need to try their best to simply not participate in this and to seek out different cultural experiences. At the end, as dispiriting as much of the book was, it made me feel somewhat motivated to start writing again, to at least be some part of the theoretical solution. It probably will not be successful in any way, but maybe it’s better to be myself and fail than to assimilate into “filterworld” and succeed.